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Death of Jesus:
They
led Jesus away and took him to a hill known as Golgotha. Despite his
strong constitution, his legs soon weakened under the weight of the
cross, and the centurion in charge ordered a man who had stopped to
watch to relieve the prisoner of his burden. The crowd continued to
jeer and shout insults, but now and then someone would utter words
of compassion. As for the disciples, they walked in a daze. A woman
stopped Peter and challenged him, You also were with Jesus of
Galilee, buy he denied it, I don’t know what you are talking about,
and tried to hide in the crowd, only to meet the same woman a second
time, and once more she asked him, Were you not with Jesus, and
again Peter denied it with an oath, I do not know the man. And since
three is a number favored by God, Peter was challenged a third time,
and for a third time he swore, saying, I do not know the man. The
women went to Golgotha with Jesus, a few on either side, but Mary
Magdalene, who stays closest of all is not allowed to reach him, the
soldiers push her away, just as they will make everyone keep their
distance from the three crosses that have been put up, two already
occupied by convicted men who howl in pain, the third now ready for
occupation, standing tall and erect like a column that supports the
sky, Ordering Jesus to lie down, the soldiers extend his arms on the
crossbar. As they hammer in the first nail, piercing the flesh of
his wrist between two bones, a sudden dizziness send him back in
time, he feels the pain as his father felt before him, sees himself
as he saw the cross at Sepphoris.
Then
they drove a nail through his other wrist, and he experienced that
first tearing of flesh as the soldiers began to hoist the crossbar
to the top of the cross, his entire weight suspended from fragile
bones, and it was almost a relief when they pushed his legs upward
and hammered another nail through his heels, now there was nothing
to be done but wait for death.
Jesus is dying slowly, life ebbing from him, ebbing,
when suddenly the heavens overhead open wide and God appears in the
same attire he wore in the boat, and His words resound throughout
the earth. This is my beloved son, in whom I am well pleased. Jesus
realized that he had been tricked, as the lamb led to sacrifice is
tricked, and that his life had been planned for death from the very
beginning. Remembering the river of blood and suffering that would
flow from his side and flood the globe, he called out to the open
sky, where God could be seen smiling, Men, forgive Him, for He knows
not what He has done. Then he began expiring in the midst of a
dream. He found himself back in Nazareth and saw his father
shrugging his shoulders and smiling as he told him, Just as I cannot
ask you all the questions, neither can you give me all the answers.
There was still some life in him when he felt a sponge soaked in
water and vinegar moisten his lips, and looking down, he saw a man
walking away with a bucket, a staff over his shoulder. But Jesus did
not see, on the ground, was a black bowl into which his blood was
dripping.

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