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Mary Shelley, The Last Man, 1826
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Death of Son
Death of Wife
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Death of Son:
Quickened by the encreasing storm, we hastened our
return, our little charge was place before Adrian on his horse.
There was an assemblage of persons under the portico of our house,
in whose gestures I instinctively read some heave change, some new
misfortune. With swift alarm, afraid to ask a single question, I
leapt from my horse; spectators saw me, knew me, and in awful
silence divided to make way for me. I snatched a light, and rushing
up stairs, and hearing a groan, without reflection I threw open the
door of the first room that presented itself. It was quite dark;
but, as I stept within, a pernicious scent assailed my senses,
producing sickening qualms, which made their way to my very heart,
while I felt my leg clasped, and a groan repeated by the person that
held me. I lowered my lamp and saw a Negro half clad, writhing under
the agony of disease, while he held me with a convulsive grasp. With
mixed horror and impatience I strove to disengage myself, and fell
on the sufferer; he wound his naked festering arms around me, his
face close to mine, and his breath, death-laden, entered my vitals.
For a moment I was overcome, my head was bowed by aching nausea;
till, reflection returning, I sprung up, threw the wretch from me,
and darting up the staircase, entered the chamber usually inhabited
by my family. A dim light shewed me Alfred on a couch; Clara
trembling, and paler than whitest snow, had raised him on her arm,
holding a cup of water to his lips. I saw full well that no spark of
life existed in that ruined form, his features were rigid, his eyes
glazed, his head had fallen back. I took him from her, I laid him
softly down, kissed his cold little mouth, and turned to speak in a
vain whisper, when loudest sound of thunderlike cannon could not
have reached him in his immaterial abode.
And where was Idris? That she had gone out to seek
me, and had not returned, were fearful tidings, while the rain and
driving wind clattered against the window, and roared round the
house. Added to this, the sickening sensation of disease gained upon
me; no time was to be lost, if ever I would see her again. I mounted
my horse and rode out to seek her, fancying that I heard her voice
in every gust, oppressed by fever and aching pain
I rode in the dark and rain through the labyrinthine
street of unpeopled London. My child lay dead at home; the seeds of
mortal disease had taken root in my bosom; I went to seek Idris, my
adored, now wandering alone, while the water were rushing from
heaven like a cataract to bathe her dear head in chill damp, her
fair limbs in numbing cold.
Death of Wife, Idris:
The back of our carriage was drawn up, and I hung a
pelisse before it, thus to curtain the beloved sufferer from the
pelting sleet. She leaned on my shoulder, growing every moment more
languid and feeble; at first she replied to my words of cheer with
affectionate thanks; but by degrees she sunk into silence; her head
lay heavily upon me; I only knew that she lived by her irregular
breathing and frequent sighs. For a moment I resolved to stop, and,
opposing the back of the cabriolet to the force of the tempest, to
expect morning as well as I might. But the wind was bleak and
piercing, while the occasional shuddering of my poor Idris, and the
intense cold I felt myself, demonstrated that this would be a
dangerous experiment. At length methought she slept — fatal sleep,
induced by frost: at this moment I saw the heavy outline of a
cottage traced on the dark horizon close to us: "Dearest love," I
said, "support yourself but for one moment, and we shall have
shelter; let us stop here, that I may open the door of this blessed
dwelling."
As I spoke, my heart was transported, and my senses
swam with excessive delight and thankfulness; I placed the head of
Idris against the carriage, and, leaping out, scrambled through the
snow to the cottage, whose door was open. I had apparatus about me
for procuring light, and that shewed me a comfortable room, with a
pile of wood in one corner, and no appearance of disorder, except
that, the door having been left partly open, the snow, drifting in,
had blocked the threshold. I returned to the carriage, and the
sudden change from light to darkness at first blinded me. When I
recovered my sight — eternal God in this lawless world! O supreme
Death! I will not disturb thy silent reign, or mar my tale with
fruitless exclamations of horror — I saw Idris, who had fallen from
the seat to the bottom of the carriage; her head, its long hair
pendent, with one arm, hung over the side. — Struck by a spasm of
horror, I lifted her up; her heart was pulseless, her faded lips
unfanned by the slightest breath.
I carried her into the cottage; I placed her on the bed. Lighting
a fire, I chafed her stiffening limbs; for two long hours I sought
to restore departed life; and, when hope was as dead as my beloved,
I closed with trembling hands her glazed eyes. I did not doubt what
I should do now.
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